Monday, January 12, 2009
haha~~
school's reopened... and i've started it on a bad note....
first of all...
all i wanted was to be there for you...
and i had to tell you something...
something that ruined your day...
i was a tactless inconsiderate complete jerk.
and i really wanna make up to you for this, but i don't know how...
anyway i try i seem to face the risk of hurting you further...
anyhow... tonight... maybe things might change...
maybe... but i still yearn to put a smile on your face...
a friend. a true friend. it's all i want to be.
yet there forever is an invisible wall between us...
i have no idea how i can make you comfortable.
how to comfort you when you're down, how to bring up certain things.
even more clueless as to you yourself...
call myself a friend? more like a meddling bystander trying to interfere with someone's life.
here i solemnly pray.
pray for thee to find thy happiness
find thy hope and faith
pray thee find it, and treasure it
and wish that thy can join in your quest
on the stairways to thine light.
i'm not giving up. i'm not going to brood over this.
what's done is done. and i must continue to try~!
haha...
once for the night. i wish thee good night.
may you smile once more. just for your sake, mayhap for mine
goodnitex
Time Of Death* 10:12 PM
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