Monday, December 29, 2008

haa...

i realise alot thing in life can come and go in a flash.
many things are non-existant, yet they seem to last a lifetime.

how were the past holidays?
what have you achieved through it
the holidays. ii don't remember their start, but their end came before i knew it
however, the school days seem so far away.
sigh....

anyways~

OH MY GOD today (yesterday officially, cause i'm posting after 12)
it's supposed to be fencing farewell for seniors.
problem is. at around 10pm, i sms a fencer and ask is the party today
so. i pretty much just missed the entire thing. T.T

tomorrow, (officially today, cause... ok nvm)
i wanna hit marina square. ima do sth ima not done for a long time. if you see me, dont forget to say hi XD maybe can join me also, as long as you can clear... well we shall see... XD

haiz.z.. i actually had something to post about.
oh wait i do.

went shopping recently. about yesterday? (officially 2 days ago)
i realised that when you're given a situation, even in that moment of a time you can make a choice. as such, my mum dragged me down to HMV to get something, and ended up walking to Suntec anyway. So when we walked into suntec, she wanted to do shopping. i actually made up my mind that even though i dont shop, especially for clothes, i'll just take part and see if i find anything i like.

maybe it's not very significant for others, but i realise that our time is wholly made use of by our own intentions. if it's something that you do not really enjoy, then you can do something to allow yourself to enjoy, and in the end, instead of wasting your time, your mentality turns it into something fun.

when you're with someone you have no topics to talk with, treat the person as the the one that you wanna woo, the one that you have a crush on. you don't know what you have in common, you dont know what might interest them. use this time as well, get to sharpen your tact, senses, and topic.

everything in the world is usuable. it's a sad but undeniable truth! XD anyway i put it across like a joke that no one got. think about it a little. instead of spending time and energy hating something, spend that which is wasted in trying to make it more enjoyable =D

kkk... it's super late. and i think there's something wrong with my blog's dates. so yeah. gd nitex anyway~~!

Time Of Death* 4:31 AM

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

ahhh~~~ there's supposed to be training today BUT i can't go...

ANYWAY~

jubeat's the latest audition in town =PP
and yeah, it's pretty fun, and pretty tough also. i mean 16 buttons???
well my debut was ok, the game was pretty fun...
but my second try, even though i knew i had most of the keys, they seemed to auto miss...
so that had me wondering for awhile. and in the end after 3 games on the second try i gave up
oh well, at least it's still fun =PP

AMK is really cool... when you walk away from amk hub area, you realise how populated their neighbourhood is... people are everywhere, and they seem to create a really lively area... oh and the void decks were like wind tunnels, what the hell super winds...

haha... christmas is coming, and i didn't get anyone a present. sorry people, but i didn't set my mind on anything particular yet =PP
THUS~ i cant give any thing XD
what an excuse!

overall... this blog post feels abit weird for me... i dunno... it's like things aren't linking up... things that should be happening are not happening, although some are... and everything is just about that much off target...

ok la dont rant le...
SCHOOL IS REOPENING SOON PEOPLE~
STUDY HARD~
PLAY HARDER~!

XD

Time Of Death* 8:10 AM

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

whoa~ life has been crazy recently XD relatively mundane, but kind of fun~ =PP

two stuffs that happened recently:

my epee (fencing sword) broke off XD
and i lost my psp. but shhh i haven't told my family =P

replacement of my blade costs a total of two-nine-tie~ (290)
kinda expensive for something that is used to kill other people, well at least relatively =P
then afterwards i fenced a rally of horrible matches. perhaps i wasn't on form.

anyway~ fencing training in school really sucks. first off we get a 3.5km run.
surprisingly, 3.5 km feels much shorter than when you run it on the tracks.
hmm.. guess 2.4km run does have it's flaws

after that we did really weird exercises... i know footwork up and down the piste is to train speed, but continuously for three minutes doesn't really serve the full purpose XD
instead it wears us out. think on it

anyhow, back to the lost items... when i couldn't find my psp, i was pretty amazed that wasn't all that frantic. sure, i looked for it over and over again, felt abit sore. but overall, it was really interesting.

anyhow~ now watching singapore playing viets. it's really interesting, singapore barely surviving, and we're all hoping that they'll pull off a miracle and score =DD

go singapore~ fare well my friends~!
til' we meet again XD

Time Of Death* 9:09 PM

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Sunday, December 14, 2008

lawls. they say mothers are caring. i say mine is TOO caring.

here's how it goes.

i bathed once as soon as i got home. running abit of temperature and felt abit cood, so warm water was pretty heavenly. ok so i got out of a steaming bathroom later and almost immediately fell asleep. that was around... what, 7~8pm

and i wake up around 10:40 pm, still feeling real cold. haha so abit of ROYAL PHYSICIST in me kicked in, and i decided that by taking a lukewarm bath instead of a steaming one would be more effective. hm, it worked though, so thanks to physics anyway XD

HOWEVER~ later she realises that i bathed a second time. so she starts asking questions:

You okay not?
Not feeling well?

then comes the WTH-? question.

You is it today anyhow come, now trying to wash off AIDS?

er apologies to whoever i was with today. but i believe you'll find it hilarious too. then i was like really abit weirded out, so i went:

No la. Really never. Today was studying, check my bag la!

Then she started saying i reply her forcefully, then say my grandma don't care us, left her all alone. Then also say she trying her best to keep the family up, say I like that she no time go out (she's going Malaysia tomorrow, ok abit of slack for that, but to this extent?), then she no friends.

(oops, don't wash dirty linen outside. never mind la this is dirty silk. different material.)

anyway, yeah thanks mum for caring, but i really have no space for your everlasting bitching about people you think don't help us (which i can tell they don't really like helping us, but i don't hold grudges. guess i got it from my father.). so yeah.

ANYWAY~ today was pretty interesting. i actually started studying. am i like just POPULAR or what =P (inside joke, maybe it's not even funny but hey.)

SO yeah, people, love your mothers, and yourselves, and if you ever decide to bathe twice just to lower your temperatures, make sure you promise your mom not to bathe for the next five days or something.

i don't have an ambition. i have a purpose. pretty philosofical, but abit lame also. kkays nitex all~ sleepy le (i just slept =XX)

buaizz~

Time Of Death* 11:34 PM

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Thursday, December 11, 2008

today was downright crazy...

here goes:

first thing in the morning i head out, i realised that my initial meeting was cancelled... hmm... nothing to do, and i'm already overspending, so i decide to overspend more!

so i ran to ehub to try and get some free nebo membership, in the END i was told that need to register, and i was too lazy to verify. so yeah... i went to ehub for nth... since wangan there was filled up as well.

so MOVE HOUSE! i went to white sands to see if they had free machines. in e end, nope also dont have. but i already topped up 20 bucks~ so how? sian nth to do. decided to go to dhoby ghaut! atrium here i come!

there cfm got free machine. so in the end i played there....

then later i got an urge to watch a movie. alone. so i decided to run up to the cinemas to check out the screenings... the day the earth stood still. interestingly, i went exactly on it's release date, so might as well. =D

most important thing is, i seem to keep running into people i know. ran into some friends outside the toilet, had completely no idea what they were doing there though. but i kenda lied i was watching a movie with aome primary school friends, cause watching one alone already kinda sucks. (the counter actually asked me: only one?)

then, while waiting for the movie, i hung out at star factory, and ran into my ex. omg la. summore just yesterday i tried to call her. then out of nowhere she popped out =X so coincidential.

every once in awhile we make some choices, and we run into things that we never knew would happen. we with-hold information, we lie to cover up. we don't have the chance to tell others what our true intentions are, and others don't have the chance to clarify.

we all have someone we want to protect, someone we want to have, someone we want to be with forever. but once we've been torn away, have we the ability to find another?

anyhow, solitary life has been sorely intruded, but i found it really refreshing to meet familiar faces when you're all alone. it makes you... not alone...

thank you everyone. hugs and kisses (OMG DID I JUST USE THAT XD)

nitex~

Time Of Death* 11:45 PM

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

hello~! everyone~! i'm back from the land of china~!

wokies~ china was fun~! well their domestic flight started off great, cause the plane was so unstable that it sometimes fell one metre or two in midair~! it's like a dropping sensation XD

mann~! china can save so much on air conditioning! at least during the winter times =P the temp of the surroundings there is cooler than most of the buildings~! and my long coat immediately came to use. XD

anyway, china southern airlines has pretty interesting service standards XD remember inflight meals? they always give you a serving and walk off. hell me and junwen ended up deciding to test the service, so we called for another serving of the main course. to our surprise, it actually came~! (but in the end everyone around us started calling for some =X i didnt know where to hide =D)

china trip was interesting, i guess. other than a choice of food that we didn't really manage to really get used to, it was a chance for us to meet people who we didn't really see in our schools. they usually take a different block, or a different level, and we all take completely different subjects... thus, we end up pretty much not knowing each other. guess going overseas helps~ nice knowing all of you guys, i hope that next year we'll still hit the road~!

long live S.H.Ades~!

anyway, for one of my dearest friends, i hope that you'll soon be able to continue your quest to glory. though i know you won't be reading this, i want you to know that we're all really behind you. for all that it's worth, so am i, 99.99%. the 0.01% is for myself, thanks. XD anyway cya soon, and i hope you like what we've gotten~!

to everyone~

我们是S.H.Ades来到了新加坡，带来了我们的团体唱的一首歌：SesameStreet!

lawls~! kkays~ hope to see you all around~! have fun!

Time Of Death* 3:26 AM

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