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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

how does it feel. when you care for someone. when you're trying to help the person. and the person lashes out at you.

" Zzz the way you talk makes me FUCKING ANNOYED PLEASE I'M JUST HAVING A HECK OF PROBLEMS CAN YOU FOR ONCE STOP BOTHERING ME PLEASE?! "

all the time i've been a bother to you. i try to help. maybe it's true i am more of a bother.

all i want is to be a good nii-san. i just want you happy. and it's not even because i love you. i know i cant. my love hurts both of us. i try to forget. but nee-san. you wanted me to be your brother. and so i try my best. in the end...

i'm just a bother.

nee-san. start thinking about your words before you use them. THOSE WORDS STING.

words. alike to feelings, they are immaterial. they can hurt. nee-san... you can only see when others are hurting you. you see them through yourself... nee-san... you never fully understood me that's what you said.

on the other hand... did you really try...?

my high tolerence doesnt mean i DONT FEEL IT. those words really hurt. why... why do you have to keep hurting me. all i want is to be a good brother... all i want is to help you along...

yeah... you're just going to say " if i hurt you so much then just go. " you know what. that message you send to everyone, it shows them how little you care. it shows them how little you mean to them.

nee-san... i... shouldnt be here any more... words once said cant be taken back... and nee-san wants me gone. nee-san wants me to get lost...

i annoy nee-san.

i'm leaving, nee-san. for even as a brother, you fail to understand me. nee-san... you constantly lose sight of the things that are precious to you, and take them for granted easily... please take more care of your new found love(s)

nee-san... i shall stop bothering you. good bye nee-san... and this time maybe it's not just for once, but forever.

nee-san... take care... i still care for you... but it seems you dont need me to help. any more. ever.

but nee-san? watch your words... think them through before you actualy say them.

do actions, but never live to regret them.

nee-san... gomenasai. bye.

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