Friday, August 29, 2008
time passes me by, and even before i knew it, promotional exams are but 4 weeks away... that's in total a mere 28 days; 672 hours; 40320 minutes; 2419200 seconds... time is but only so forgiving, and even as it may seem to last, it starts to trickle away rapidly...
canopy walk~~!! ._.
todae went with my xiaojie and leonard to the famous treetop walks! man it was long (i really didnt feel the stretch though) and really messy, but it was a nice view, except for the end part where we had to climb up mount faber XD slopes upon slopes upon slopes how completely ghey is that? but it was pretty nice... they actually have people volunteering from national park walking the trail telling people the rules T.T no sleeping along henderson waves!!
i'm still a little bit phobic about going into another relationship... especially when it's with the same person... dont get me wrong, i do so love her so very much, but... when you've actually been through previous breakups (plural) and can never be sure about your feelings, how do you place trust in the one you so long to trust?
also... it's not her i'm worried about... it's me... will i actually be able to hold myself firm? will i relapse into the sickening self pitying self that i once was? will my life as a person who is capable of bringing laughter actually end? i dont know... but once thing doesnt change.
i love you. it doesnt change. but it feels different somehow, but i'm sure on that point.
Teachers' DAY!
it was really pretty cool! the mc for my school's celebration was so out of it that everything he said just happened to sound sacarstic XXD went back to my alma mater, not the real one. ends up that everyone knew that there was to be a meeting back at school, efficiently leaving me out T.T met one teacher, guess it works =P
anyhow, to all my friends, have a great day! sorry i had to go off~!
to my leige, i only await your command =D
to every body in the world, have fun!
Time Of Death* 11:06 PM
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