Sunday, August 24, 2008
guess this is actually my first serious blog, but who knows whether it'll last or not...?
23rd august... and today it's the 24th... even as we go about our everyday lives, time continually slips past us... eight months in the year of 2008, and yet i still remember the 1st of january...
at yet another person, a year and more between us, yet how many of those days we spent were true..? already before you left me in person, your heart has disappeared... like a puzzle piece, once that was once there is now but a gaping hole. and just on the 23rd, all that i previously believed and masked suddenly came crashing down...
all i wanted was to be there for you, to help you... to actually watch from rather afar while you continually find your other happiness... but i drew too close... and ended up hurting myself... the amusing part is where i actually still want to continue doing it...
maybe i'm just weird... maybe it just me... but... never once have i actually believed in turning anyother direction... little did i know i meant only that much to you...
anyhow, thank you for all you've done.
thank you for that once year of emotions.
those happy moments where we shared
those angry moments of silent frustrations
those sad moments of tears.
and also crazy moments of madness.
i might move on... maybe not... let time tell...
to my friends, i finally have a blog! how amazing =P promos are around the corner, so why doesnt everyone GAMBATTE *forgive my mix of jap* life is short but most if it is filled like a sweet, where the core is filled with the syrup of your favourite kind... lets see who can get to the center of the candy!!
to everyone. watch the fireworks. they rise in a burst of glory, majestic and high, but eventually they explode and disappear. after their once shot at glory, all they leave is smoke and a distant memory. grab hold of the glory, and be remembered for the time when you lit up someone's life!
Time Of Death* 1:18 PM
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